The Confession

When things are so conspicuous, it becomes a hologram.
We have been playing this game for years.
Both know what the truth is,
But neither I had the strength to disclose it nor you are ready to recognize it.
You only began the game by just coming into my life.
Then, it was me who invented various techniques of the game.
Playing in the different tunes of the heart for the heart,
Somewhere, what the heart yearns for has become a departed soul.
You know only how to come but not leaving,
As you only know how to cast love but not acknowledging it.
I went up to the farthest distance of torture and grief.
I spent many nights playing with tears and dreaming.
My world has been rotating in your universe.
But it is just a part of the universe, and you have others to worry.
You never know how hard my heart was broken,
When I concealed my feelings when you asked me to tell the truth.
You never know how hard my heart was broken,
When I could not say "It's you", even when you insisted.
You never stop by to see my grief.
Why will you do it when I am the only one responsible?
My confidence was so high of our union,
I even did not dare to think that you will even once come into my life.
It was just a true one-sided love of an abnormal lover.
Death is unpredictable but certain,
But love is both unpredictable and uncertain.
Sometimes, the sun rises from the west when it is cloudy in the east.
Finally, there is a confession,
A thing that we mutually agreed to keep in secret for long.
Finally, there is a confession of a mutual feeling.
Finally, there is a confession of a mistrust mind to an insensitive heart.
How could I know both of us are pursuing the same goal?
The wait is over, and the confession is done.
We are ready to play our part,
And rewrite the history of love.
But understandably, the script was written already.

The Death

Why does the fear of death always hound me?
Each day, more and more blankets of darkness cover my life,
But, it never blocks my mind to forget time is running out fast.
Suddenly, mind wakes up shedding all fears and constraints.
Strong soul backfired pains and betrayals,
And riding high for the love ones.
Every moment is a big challenge between life and destiny.
Though discriminated and weakened, it always strikes back,
Though alienated and illusioned, it always returns to sense.
May the destiny controls my goals but never destroys my tryst,
Until this ultimatum conquers my mind.

Once it rings its bells, the mind that shakes everything is shaken.
Do I do the justice by fighting too much with the destiny?
Is it fair to torture this tired body and mind?
What victory will I boast for defeating the destiny?
Everything will be taken away by this monster.
The unwavering mind wanes hearing his name.
Even the destiny who has another plan for my every will has no
Another plan for this monster.
He is also very kind to me as to others for this Guest.
He makes mockery of my love, struggle, and trust;
Making them just an illusion.

What will the reputation and wealth do after death?
I want them when I am alive.
I don't live to be remembered; I live to remember.
Why living when love ones are gone?
What will be left after death for which I can be proud of?
Destiny, you are just nothing!
I can face you but not Mr. Death.
It just shakes my life and shanks my will power below zero degree.
His power is so strong that even this short-living is made nonliving.
When everybody knows that they can't live more than hundred years,
Uncertainty and darkness prevail everywhere.
You just come and take everything along with you whenever you like.
The fear of untimely death darkens every ray of hope.

What do you think of yourself, you idiot?
Can't you even be little good to let us live our guaranteed years in peace.
Are our souls so cheap?
Is this the way you rule the world?
Who will spend sleepless night if they fear that they may die tomorrow?
I need time to achieve something
But you make blur of it,
And unleash unending fears and darkness.
Why don't you knot with destiny, and leave humans in peace,
There are other living beings in other planets also,
Who are far knowledgeable and powerful.
You are no longer welcome as it was always before.
Please leave us alone.
Free our live from the game of dice.
Please allow us to live for what we perspire.